Awaken Your Medicine

Awaken Your Medicine is a 13-week program, which includes a 1-week opening phase and a 1-week closing phase. We begin Monday, December 1st and end on Monday, March 9th, which accounts for a one week break from live calls over the holidays from December 22nd - December 29th. During the break, you will have more spaciousness to integrate the first two phases of the program and prepare for our transition into the deeper work. This means an extra week of group chat support - especially helpful during the holiday season - and time to settle into all the changes occurring for you!

Once you register for the program, we will hold a poll to determine a time that works best for everyone. I often work with people in the US, Europe, South America, and Australia. This way we can give you the best chance to make the calls live. If you can’t make the calls live, they will be recorded, so you can watch the replay.

What I have seen in past online group programs I have held is that it is in your best interest to attend live. This will keep your process on track, make sure you don’t fall behind, and keep you engaged with the group. A lot of the transmissions are best experienced live so that you can connect to the energies we are working with, and also have the opportunity to participate.

During our 3 months together, you will have 13 live weekly group calls and access to an online learning portal. Throughout the timeline of the program, we will be moving through different phases. Each week, new recorded material to support our group’s current focus will be released to you - videos, practices, and recorded audio. There will also be a private communication portal with the group members to ask questions and provide support, as well as watch replays of the live calls.

After these first 3 months, you will join the Ilumina Sanctuary Circle alumni container. This container will provide you with integration support, a monthly workshop, more access to retreats and master plant dietas, and more access to our indigenous teachers. You will have 3 months there included with your participation in Awaken Your Medicine (so 6 months total of support).

You are an old soul, dear one, and have been doing this work for lifetimes. I don’t believe, in all circumstances, that time necessary makes someone more or less ready for this path. If this program seems like a fit for you, and you have a sense of openness, I welcome you to apply. We can also talk privately if this path is right for you at this moment.

This program is designed to support you to reach even deeper layers and activate confidence in your inner medicine. We will be going deep into the blueprint of what you are here to offer, revealing parts that you have not yet met. This is a shamanic program and the transmissions are highly tailored to each person’s energy in the group, in each moment. The energies we are working with will meet you exactly where you are, with the unique frequency you need.

I frequently support people who brand new to their healing journeys, as well as shamans who have been on the path for 20 years and hold their own ceremonies and communities.

A guide who holds you in your deepest unravelings. A presence who accepts all the darkness you carry, and still sees you in the light. A mentor who will take your hand and lead you back to your own inner teacher, so that you remember you are the Guru-Master-Sage-Medicine Wielder. I encourage you to take in the testimonials on this page and my instagram to feel the experience others have had while working with me.

And Presence whispered -

I will never see you as a victim.

Yet I will remind you of the power that’s here to be recognized.

I will never agree that it’s hopeless.

Yet I will sit with you until you lift your gaze to see the birds soaring over the mountains.

I will never hold it for you.

Yet I will remind you that we are always holding it together.

I have heard the desires from the Ilumina community for deeper training and support to show up as leaders in the world. And I have been building the scaffolding that will hold this expansion for you. We will be going deeper into the teachings to open your power and help you align as soul. We will be traveling and flying through untouched places in the cosmos. We will be connecting with and channeling more plants and guides. We will be activating your magic in a powerful and grounded way. The plants gave me this mission, upgrading my songs and the space I can hold, and I’m here for it!

It’s completely natural to feel hesitation as you look at a program like this that calls you to step up into yourself in a new and very deep way. Often the first steps - like applying and committing - that build our momentum can feel the most challenging. This is because when you make your decision and set your intention, it is a powerful declaration to the universe that you are reclaiming your energy from old, ancient shadows. You need the energy tangled in these places to carry your power. What this means is that the inner parts come up. Before even starting the work in the program, our unconscious and belief systems can try to convince us that we cannot do this. It’s the level of consciousness we know well and have been operating from.

Once you join Awaken Your Medicine, you are not alone in your journey. Included for your process is support through voice and text messages, live calls that will hold you, and a loving community that is here for you. Further, how I work with group containers is like a drawn-out ceremony: I will be working remotely with the energetic structure, interferences, and resources to cleanse and empower our group. When we are in a group field, your and your fellow journeyers' processes will be moving in waves together. As my teacher says, it’s like we are in the canoe, all rowing down the river together.

There will also be a great many powerful tools that will support you to go within and stay present. Even if at this moment you feel fear at meeting these places, once you enter this container, you will be operating from a different level of consciousness that is capable and empowered. It is precisely by going into these places we fear that we learn to heal ourselves and carry our medicine. I trust this for you.

Ikaros:

An Ikaro is a channeled song and prayer that is a living embodiment of a connection to our Creator and plant spirits. I work with Ikaros as handed to me by my Shipibo teachers of the Peruvian Amazon. They are a precise and highly concentrated form of energy that allows me to enter your energy field and restore distortions back to harmony. We live in a field of geometry that is vibration and sound, and when we are sick, this field is chaotic and dissonant. An Ikaro is a unique channeling imbued with specific enchantments to pull out traumas and disease, and also to weave in harmony and blessings. It is through the pure light of the plants this miracle is possible.

With ikaros, all that has been concealed within is exposed and liberated. What is encoded into the vibrations of an Ikaro are ancient memories of the lineage and the plants. Doorways to awaken the ancestral wisdom. Clarity that is unobscured by programming. A remembrance of our divine nature.

We will be working with ikaros in a unique way in this program. They will be recorded and available for each phase of your journey. These ikaros are also layered with other sacred sound and frequencies (binaurals, isochronic beats, and specific healing Hz), as well as guided meditation, to enhance the healing experience. It will be a whole new way of entering into a shamanic trance.

Plants:

You will be introduced to various master plants - highly powerful and conscious teaches - during this journey. We will be working with different plants at different moments in this journey, whose medicine is precise for the process you will be in at the time they come in, and who asked to be a part of this healing current. Each phase will include a partnership and introduction to a specific plant, which will take place entirely through energy. I.e., you will NOT be consuming any plants as part of this program. How we will be working is enough to connect. You will receive ikaros channeled specifically for our group during each phase, as the plants have different ikaros and the energy will be particular to soothe your pain and support your awakening. This is a layer to your experience so that you have complete celestial and plant kingdom support that you can learn to call on in your own life.

My Experience:

I have received my Ikaros directly from plant spirits in a process called Sama (Master Plant Dieta). I have been in Dietas very intensively for the past seven years for long processes, my longest being a year and half consecutively. This is a highly disciplined apprenticeship process of celibacy, austerity, periods of complete isolation, intense pain, and wild miracles beyond what the mind could imagine. In this time, the subtle energy of the plants merged with my spirit, and they taught me how to direct my songs to carve a path to alter reality. My chants contain the wisdom of my own life, journeys, trials, and Dietas.

I have incredible respect for the plants, the Shipibo culture and history, and my teachers. I humbly have learned the Shipibo language and cosmology, and developed a close relationship with my teachers to keep me growing in right relationship. We speak almost every day and it’s a relationship I hold as sacred.

The investment is $2,650. This includes 3 months (13 weeks) of our intensive and intimate container, and then an additional 3 months in the Ilumina Sanctuary Circle alumni container. Overall, you will receive 6 months of support.

A 3-month payment plan is available for an additional $500 if needed for you.

If this hesitation is emerging for you, I’m really excited because your mentorship is starting right now! Let’s start with this belief “I can’t.” I honor this fear, and I also want to help you see what this is really about. Whatever block is coming up for you, let’s support you to recognize that it’s not in the way - it is the way. This is the first breadcrumb back to yourself.

There are a few possible roots to this belief: the story that you don’t feel worthy of this investment, that you don’t trust yourself to make the most of it and get results, or that you fear the person you will become (and what you will need to shed) if you were to truly step into your power.

These beliefs are coming up precisely because they are where we start our work together. We cannot step into our power if we are willing to listen to these stories and continue to operate from this level of consciousness. If you’re here, you hold a strong prayer for your empowerment and the activation of your medicine. What we project onto money can reveal very important places to reclaim our power. Let’s be real: it’s not about the money, there’s always a way. We are attuning to new levels here, and you’re about to experience a paradigm shift and new level of consciousness to gaze through - including that of money. I hold the trust for this with you.

This container is priced to reflect the deep support you will be receiving over your journey, and ensures that your experience will be profound and valuable for the rest of your path.

Further, the price reflects how I - and the people called to work with me - are committed to walking the path of integrity and reciprocity while engaging with shamanic and indigenous teachings. Let’s say you want potatoes. You could go to a fast food chain and get french fries quickly and inexpensively. We both know you’d probably regret that and feel like crap after. Or you could take the time and care to find a local farmer who grows organic heirloom potatoes with seeds he inherited from his grandfather, sings to the potatoes as they grow, treats them with respect by using natural pest management, and lovingly delivers them to your home with a personal note.

Do you get the difference? Your choices for your healing path are no different. Don’t settle for appropriated and new age fluff; this is rampant in these spaces. Your psyche and spirit deserve the best care and safety so you can settle in and see real shifts. All of my work is supported and protected by my indigenous elders, allows them to directly share their teachings with you, and financially supports them through above fair pay for their time and wisdom. We work in lineage and are committed to serve your evolution.

If you are committed to making this happen for yourself, I am your partner in bringing that vision to reality. We can talk about different payment plans and strategize how you can step into a new frequency with money.

Due to the nature of the program and individualized preparation, there are no refunds given. If you are on a payment plan, please be aware that you are legally bound to complete the payment in full.

This is a path and sacred journey. Your becoming is the work of lifetimes, and there is no rush. Where we are headed together is the deep love and acceptance for exactly who you are, in this moment. This container will provide you with an intensive trajectory to shed parts of yourself and awaken your power, as well as the skills you need to continue your path forward with confidence and resourcefulness.

It’s a balance: the more that you give yourself to your process, the more you will receive. I place the responsibility for your evolution back in your own hands. My responsibility as your guide is to give you the tools you need to help yourself and to show up for you in a radical way to support your understanding of your inner nature.

We are not on a path to “fix” - either ourselves or the world. I don’t convince people to work with me or sell quick fixes that don’t work. This is about refining your own vision and discovering the capability and power that was always within you. From this place, you can look out at whatever is happening in the world and not only feel capable to meet it, but even more so, feel empowered and inspired to share your unique medicine to those suffering.

It’s time to show up for yourself with loving devotion to get there. This is a magical act.